"Okay, I’ll call you if I need you."
After watching the nurse leave, Yu Enze’s smile suddenly dissipated. He knocked over the cup of hot Chinese medicine on the bedside table with one hand.
The cup broke in an instant, and the dark brown medicine juice splashed everywhere, and a few drops splashed on his knee wound wrapped in thick gauze, and a burning pain came violently.
Long summer saw off Su Jianguo and others. When she packed up her emotions and returned to the ward and pushed open the door, she saw the broken glass and splashes of medicine juice everywhere. long summer could not help but hold the doorknob and her fingers ached.
She can guess that Yu Enze smashed it, but she fought back her heart pain and smiled at the expression Yu Enze. "Enze, please wait patiently for me to pack up here and immediately ask the nurse to cook you a cup of Chinese medicine again."
Said long summer picked up the trash can and bent down to pick up the glass shards. The forefinger was accidentally pricked with blood by the glass shards. She didn’t come out. She quickly put in her mouth and sucked the salty liquid, and then continued to find a mop to clean the ground.
Yu Enze looked at the sickbed and felt extremely uncomfortable, but he just pretended to be a casual long summer. He hated himself more and more, and he couldn’t bear long summer more and more.
An hour later, long summer brought Yu Enze to cook Chinese medicine again. She said softly to Yu Enze as if nothing had happened, "Enze, drink this Chinese medicine. Drinking this medicine is good for your wound healing."
Yu Enze stared at the cup of Chinese medicine in silence for a few seconds and listened to it "Hua"-he rudely overturned the Chinese medicine.
"long summer, I can’t get well. I don’t have legs anymore. This can’t change the fact." Yu Enze looked at long summer calmly in front of him.
"Enze, don’t do this." long summer held Yu Enze in her arms. She held him tightly. "You still have me. I will always accompany you. It is full of hope if we want to live together."
Yu Enze pushed long summer away. "long summer, don’t give me chicken soup. I know my situation clearly." He looked at her coldly. "We can’t ask you to leave me together."
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Chapter one hundred and forty-seven Can’t live without you
Long summer understood Yu Enze’s sad mood at this time. He couldn’t bear to see her disabled in the future. He only worked hard to hope that she would leave him to find happiness that was more suitable for him.
How can long summer not feel sad when he hears Yu Enze’s cold love words? But she can’t show sadness in front of Yu Enze because he is much more painful than her. She is his sunshine and she must try her best to take him out of the darkness.
Long summer rushed over and hugged Yu Enze firmly. "We finally got together and I won’t leave you."
"You let go!" Yu Enze struggled to tear open long summer’s shoulder, arms and phoenix eyes, sharp and cold.
He jerked open his exposed legs, and he couldn’t bear to look straight at them. He yelled at long summer, "Look at me now. You have to open your eyes and take a good look at me. I’m not the Yu Enze at the beginning. I’m a cripple. What are you doing with a cripple? You’re not ashamed. I’m ashamed of myself."
"Yu Enze, I forbid you to say that about yourself." long summer clamped Yu Enze’s shoulder eyes with tears but terrible seriousness. She firmly locked Yu Enze. "You are not a basket case. You are my lover. No one will abandon you. You are yourself. You are not white."
"I’m not white" Yu Enze shook off long summer’s hands and grasped long summer’s jaw. "I know that Su Lixia’s lover, Amber’s father, should be complete and indispensable. I’m a basket case. I don’t deserve to be your lover, Amber’s father. I don’t deserve to be."
"Enze, why do you have to belittle yourself like this?" Hot tears slipped down your cheeks, and Yu Enze’s cold fingers seemed to have been burning to his heart. long summer lovingly looked at the face of self-effacing Yu Enze in front of him. "Which come of so many problems? Amber and I just think you are good.
With you, me and Amber, the three of us are the real family. We live together. You have to depend on others’ eyes. Whether you live happily depends on you and me. We are not spending our lives with others. What do others know? Others are watching movies. "
Long summer gently caressed Yu Enze’s handsome and gaunt cheeks with trembling hands. "Enze, Anbao and I can’t leave you, and we can’t live without you. We are a family. Can you bear to watch Anbao grow up in a single-parent family without fatherly love?"
Yu Enze’s heart is getting more and more painful. Yes, long summer is right. If he lets long summer and Amber leave him, Amber is destined to grow up in a broken family without his father’s love. How cruel it is to Amber and how selfish he seems.
But how can he take care of Amber now?
He will never play football with Amber again, and his father and son will run and sweat freely on the bright sunshine and green lawn.
He can no longer drive Anbao to the place he wants to travel, experience the thrill of Anbao, drift at top speed and eat all the local classic specialties.
He never picked up Amber again, and the half-rotation made Amber feel like she was flying and giggled before him.
Because he is disabled now, he can no longer rely on big trees and mountains. He can’t give Anbao the best care and love. He will bring all the ridicule and sarcasm to Anbao, and cast a shadow of inferiority on Anbao’s young mind.
For long summer, he has owed her too much.
After so many years, she was able to find a better other half, but she resolutely chose to quit his world, but she suppressed her heart pain and sinister evil. Chen Moran lived together and silently raised their children alone.
She has suffered too much, and he doesn’t want her anymore. He takes care of him all day, eating and drinking Lazarus. She is such a perfect person. It is natural to be as perfect as her when she can accompany her, and she loves her and cherishes her instead of being a burden to her like he is now.
"I’ll find you a man who really deserves you to be your future lover and become your father." Yu Enze suddenly looked calm and his tone was unusually calm. "You and Anbao may not mind this, but I mind that I won’t allow you to live outside. This is not what you should bear."
Long summer shook his head crazily. "I don’t want grace. I won’t promise you anything. Amber and I will stay with you. You can’t let us leave you."
"I’ll let you leave me, a cripple. It’s not up to you." Yu Enze’s calm voice is so dull that he doesn’t have a trace of emotion.
"Enze, you’re not a cripple, you’re not a root." long summer forced Yu Enze to look at herself. She solemnly encouraged him. "Your legs can be prosthetic. You need to take out some willpower to practice more. You can walk as fast as usual
I need you to have a little willpower. Just listen to me. Don’t give up on yourself. Let’s work together, okay? "
"long summer, please don’t persuade me in vain, can you?" Yu Enze has become impatient. "Even if I install a prosthetic, it’s still a prosthetic. I’m not a disabled person. Leave me. I will never be with you."
"I know what you said is angry words that goad me. I won’t be fooled by you." long summer knew that continuing to argue with Yu Enze would make Yu Enze even more upset. She turned to tuck him in and smiled at him gently. "You have a good rest first and I’ll cook medicine for you."
Yu Enze grabbed long summer’s hand and long summer felt a pain. Yu Enze’s strength was stronger. She completely wrapped her little hand in his big palm. "Su Lixia, you will regret your decision."